The story

    1. Inside the Memoir
    
    The glance black layer deepens night
    And forth the story goes
    Of dying land to end the flight,
    The place that no-one knows,
    
    The air is lit by oxyn light
    Ensquirting into space,
    My heart forever stored the sight
    Of this fantastic place,
    
    The sharp ray pencil in my mind
    Would tear through staining mist
    I'm under, with no hope to find
    A newer "search", at least,
    
    Here came the weary time which locked
    The back-way to my games
    That were consistent when awoke
    My wish to reach their aims,
    
    Beside my leadership I've seen
    The belly of my life,
    I've sought for all that filled the scene
    Before the final dive.
    
    As I expected this to end
    When whelming love is found
    I went towards the joy to bend
    My destiny around
    
    And now it carves upon my sense
    By feeling of the kef
    Which has surrounded my defense
    From all this world could give,
    
    The movement seemed to stop one day
    To turn into the STATE,
    And a brightness to delay,
    And rapture to create,
    
    Into a volume that contained
    The mysterous dreams before,
    Into a view which never gained
    The drawbacks of our core.
    
    
     2. Initiation
    
    I was unable to rely,
    As we were changing fast,
    Upon a side to amplify
    Indefinite in past
    
    And then my destiny has thrown
    Me into action-space
    Of second One who lit the dawn
    And recognized my trace.
    
    As she was strong in views on life
    More than I seemed to be
    She came to carry on our thrive
    When we were running free
     
    And no energy appeared
    To be delivered out,
    Our spheres of understanding neared
    Invisible for crowd.
    
    When we were brought to inward rate
    Enough to light it up,
    The resonance in me, my STATE
    Became a thing to dub,
    
    We dared to share our gleaming stream
    That never fades away
    And as I noticed it I dream
    Of games we met to play,
    
    It was a chance to get the STATE,
    I reached a level high
    Which evened all the levels made
    To crumble or to fly
    
    When search direction was defined
    Through gate of hell I ran
    Unable to reset my mind,
    And speeding up began.
    
    
     3. Appearance
    
    The One's appearance shining bright
    Came down onto me
    As zenith sun, the riverside
    Has gleamed for us to see,
    
    An interconfidence to rise,
    Sincerity to grow
    Are things required to pay the price
    Of rapture overflow.
    
    And we have gone beside the fight
    For all what might have been
    The flash of happiness, so white
    That nothing could be seen.
    
    Within explosion we have mixed
    Our dazzling skies to find
    The STATE that finally got fixed
    In my conformed mind,
    
    I never took this soul blessed
    Out from her risky way
    That veiled the crowd from what has passed
    Our gate before that day.
    
    And neither presence nor a trace
    Of slightest slowing down
    Expressed from her when constant haze
    Has left our fiery town,
    
    And no attention, no sight
    Were paid to outer side
    As all the medium would have died
    If it had seen this light.
    
    
     4. The STATE
    
    An overwhelming light has reached
    Our games that stayed unseen,
    The peak of rapture, it has bleached
    Our STATES to take us in,
    
    Our streams of matter went beside,
    Invisible above,
    Transparent there, but deep inside 
    Spread all over the love,
    
    The time was fixed into a piece 
    To squeeze the world inside,
    Contracted moment, lasting bliss
    For those who won the fight.
    
    I saw before my sense went blind
    A flash of heaven's sign:
    In growing dark I've found a mind
    Identical to mine,
    
    The concept of my views on life
    Has resonated by
    The stream of matter, strong to strive
    For calmness soaring high
    
    The summer stars were rushed away
    By one that filled the sight,
    So white that night was turned to day
    On souls shining bright
    
    And darkness died by thousand rays,
    No room's been left for it
    Until it came, the lifeless haze
    That forced the STATE to split.
    
    
     5. In through the reality
    
    I'm roaming in the autumn haze
    Beside the limpid lake,
    The time has come when our days
    Are gone and flow to break,
    
    The time of gradual decay,
    Inhibited fade-out
    When leaves fall off upon our way
    With sough that's never loud.
    
    As I have tested once a flight
    That higher seemed to be
    I would be never satisfied
    By what is less for me
    
    And as it happened to be got
    The future fades away,
    It's over and the Final Cut
    Makes what I see seem gray,
    
    There's nothing to attract my fate
    The search has to descend
    - It's zero chance to duplicate
    A singular event.
    
    The twisted feeling wiped the sense
    And darkened all the sky
    When light remembered through offence
    Has forced our souls to die,
    
    I fell into the loveless jail
    For mass that lives aside,
    Which builds its world with grayish scale
    But no black and white,
    
    But I'm in it with pictures bright
    Imprinted in my soul,
    I know the colors of delight
    Unstained when I recall,
    
    And not as those who long for me,
    For who I waste my strength,
    I know what a STATE could be
    Through life regretful length,
     
    Their formal loves and standard fears
    Present a higher state,
    They've never known the love that nears
    The world I could create,
    
    And as my psychics went insane
    I'm left alone, I feel
    And I refresh the wonder-chain
    Of sights that stay unreal.
    
    
    6. The world of darkness
    
    The strength and love, my inner foes
    Went quiet before the storm
    As the reality destroys
    The image I'm to form,
    
    The rocket launchers stand beside
    The gate through which I ran,
    Locators wait for command quiet
    In readiness to scan,
    
    The beat-up road is gleaming pink
    In rays of the immense rim
    That tears through clouds as they blink
    To make a seer scream,
    
    At growing dark it fades to black,
    Horizon orange hue,
    And shadow falls, the veil of slack
    That dries the night-time dew.
    
    From burning pools the orange lights
    Jump on the metal grilles
    That cover windows as the nights
    Get on with shady deals.
    
    The last ray burn's surrounded by
    The scream of a guitar
    Which tears the night by desperate cry
    That's never heard so far,
    
    If I were there my ear could catch
    The bars of metal crash
    From the chromatic scale to snatch
    To spit them out in thrash.
    
    The sun, it dips into nowhere;
    The sound river fades
    And silence comes, and no-one there
    Will pass the backward gates.
    
    The metal gossamer shut down,
    And covered all the ground;
    The wind starts blowing from the town
    And littering around,
    
    And as the rats of white and gray
    Run out for the night
    They start their hunt and swear to stay
    The kings of bloody fight.
    
    The huge computer boards aside
    Forgot that marvelous state
    When they were able to ignite
    The spark of love or hate,
    
    There is no power for a flash
    Enlivening the space,
    The voltage's low, it can't refresh
    The long-forgotten place
    
    And the remains of current give
    The light to neon lamps
    Which splinters that still seem to live
    Remember power-amps,
    
    They crackle slightly in the night
    And close an empty store,
    It is my loneliness tonight
    What was their joy before.
    
    At constant sight of a blackened zone
    The kef of others’s turned
    Into my standing here alone,
    The night is cool but burnt.
    
    
    7. The Nightfall
    
    I bringing forward through the rain
    The state of nevermore,
    We could unite and live again
    As it's been waited for,
    
    And since I've seen the light that's gone
    The shining sun I miss
    As I still know there is The One
    We could be happy with,
    
    For all the life and once a life
    It ever might appear,
    Although the city's still alive
    And there are ones to hear,
    
    But no-one sees the sense in cries
    That fill the nightmare town
    While stars repaint the crumbling skies,
    Delirium of down,
    
    There's neither joylessness, nor fear
    No star to give the light,
    The only obvious thing of here
    Is falling of the night.
    
          1995 июнь 1-6 (события 1993 ноябрь)
    
    

    Это была инициация (1993) :) Продолжение - Vestige и Autumn in ZP (соответственно, 1996 и 1997).

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