Дом : Лирика1. Inside the Memoir
The glance black layer deepens night
And forth the story goes
Of dying land to end the flight,
The place that no-one knows,
The air is lit by oxyn light
Ensquirting into space,
My heart forever stored the sight
Of this fantastic place,
The sharp ray pencil in my mind
Would tear through staining mist
I'm under, with no hope to find
A newer "search", at least,
Here came the weary time which locked
The back-way to my games
That were consistent when awoke
My wish to reach their aims,
Beside my leadership I've seen
The belly of my life,
I've sought for all that filled the scene
Before the final dive.
As I expected this to end
When whelming love is found
I went towards the joy to bend
My destiny around
And now it carves upon my sense
By feeling of the kef
Which has surrounded my defense
From all this world could give,
The movement seemed to stop one day
To turn into the STATE,
And a brightness to delay,
And rapture to create,
Into a volume that contained
The mysterous dreams before,
Into a view which never gained
The drawbacks of our core.
2. Initiation
I was unable to rely,
As we were changing fast,
Upon a side to amplify
Indefinite in past
And then my destiny has thrown
Me into action-space
Of second One who lit the dawn
And recognized my trace.
As she was strong in views on life
More than I seemed to be
She came to carry on our thrive
When we were running free
And no energy appeared
To be delivered out,
Our spheres of understanding neared
Invisible for crowd.
When we were brought to inward rate
Enough to light it up,
The resonance in me, my STATE
Became a thing to dub,
We dared to share our gleaming stream
That never fades away
And as I noticed it I dream
Of games we met to play,
It was a chance to get the STATE,
I reached a level high
Which evened all the levels made
To crumble or to fly
When search direction was defined
Through gate of hell I ran
Unable to reset my mind,
And speeding up began.
3. Appearance
The One's appearance shining bright
Came down onto me
As zenith sun, the riverside
Has gleamed for us to see,
An interconfidence to rise,
Sincerity to grow
Are things required to pay the price
Of rapture overflow.
And we have gone beside the fight
For all what might have been
The flash of happiness, so white
That nothing could be seen.
Within explosion we have mixed
Our dazzling skies to find
The STATE that finally got fixed
In my conformed mind,
I never took this soul blessed
Out from her risky way
That veiled the crowd from what has passed
Our gate before that day.
And neither presence nor a trace
Of slightest slowing down
Expressed from her when constant haze
Has left our fiery town,
And no attention, no sight
Were paid to outer side
As all the medium would have died
If it had seen this light.
4. The STATE
An overwhelming light has reached
Our games that stayed unseen,
The peak of rapture, it has bleached
Our STATES to take us in,
Our streams of matter went beside,
Invisible above,
Transparent there, but deep inside
Spread all over the love,
The time was fixed into a piece
To squeeze the world inside,
Contracted moment, lasting bliss
For those who won the fight.
I saw before my sense went blind
A flash of heaven's sign:
In growing dark I've found a mind
Identical to mine,
The concept of my views on life
Has resonated by
The stream of matter, strong to strive
For calmness soaring high
The summer stars were rushed away
By one that filled the sight,
So white that night was turned to day
On souls shining bright
And darkness died by thousand rays,
No room's been left for it
Until it came, the lifeless haze
That forced the STATE to split.
5. In through the reality
I'm roaming in the autumn haze
Beside the limpid lake,
The time has come when our days
Are gone and flow to break,
The time of gradual decay,
Inhibited fade-out
When leaves fall off upon our way
With sough that's never loud.
As I have tested once a flight
That higher seemed to be
I would be never satisfied
By what is less for me
And as it happened to be got
The future fades away,
It's over and the Final Cut
Makes what I see seem gray,
There's nothing to attract my fate
The search has to descend
- It's zero chance to duplicate
A singular event.
The twisted feeling wiped the sense
And darkened all the sky
When light remembered through offence
Has forced our souls to die,
I fell into the loveless jail
For mass that lives aside,
Which builds its world with grayish scale
But no black and white,
But I'm in it with pictures bright
Imprinted in my soul,
I know the colors of delight
Unstained when I recall,
And not as those who long for me,
For who I waste my strength,
I know what a STATE could be
Through life regretful length,
Their formal loves and standard fears
Present a higher state,
They've never known the love that nears
The world I could create,
And as my psychics went insane
I'm left alone, I feel
And I refresh the wonder-chain
Of sights that stay unreal.
6. The world of darkness
The strength and love, my inner foes
Went quiet before the storm
As the reality destroys
The image I'm to form,
The rocket launchers stand beside
The gate through which I ran,
Locators wait for command quiet
In readiness to scan,
The beat-up road is gleaming pink
In rays of the immense rim
That tears through clouds as they blink
To make a seer scream,
At growing dark it fades to black,
Horizon orange hue,
And shadow falls, the veil of slack
That dries the night-time dew.
From burning pools the orange lights
Jump on the metal grilles
That cover windows as the nights
Get on with shady deals.
The last ray burn's surrounded by
The scream of a guitar
Which tears the night by desperate cry
That's never heard so far,
If I were there my ear could catch
The bars of metal crash
From the chromatic scale to snatch
To spit them out in thrash.
The sun, it dips into nowhere;
The sound river fades
And silence comes, and no-one there
Will pass the backward gates.
The metal gossamer shut down,
And covered all the ground;
The wind starts blowing from the town
And littering around,
And as the rats of white and gray
Run out for the night
They start their hunt and swear to stay
The kings of bloody fight.
The huge computer boards aside
Forgot that marvelous state
When they were able to ignite
The spark of love or hate,
There is no power for a flash
Enlivening the space,
The voltage's low, it can't refresh
The long-forgotten place
And the remains of current give
The light to neon lamps
Which splinters that still seem to live
Remember power-amps,
They crackle slightly in the night
And close an empty store,
It is my loneliness tonight
What was their joy before.
At constant sight of a blackened zone
The kef of others’s turned
Into my standing here alone,
The night is cool but burnt.
7. The Nightfall
I bringing forward through the rain
The state of nevermore,
We could unite and live again
As it's been waited for,
And since I've seen the light that's gone
The shining sun I miss
As I still know there is The One
We could be happy with,
For all the life and once a life
It ever might appear,
Although the city's still alive
And there are ones to hear,
But no-one sees the sense in cries
That fill the nightmare town
While stars repaint the crumbling skies,
Delirium of down,
There's neither joylessness, nor fear
No star to give the light,
The only obvious thing of here
Is falling of the night.
1995 июнь 1-6 (события 1993 ноябрь)
Это была инициация (1993) :) Продолжение - Vestige и Autumn in ZP (соответственно, 1996 и 1997).